Anybody wish their life would just end?

[MysteryMachine]

or is that just me?

Sometimes i just get so tired of **** I wish it would all just go away. Its like it would all be simpler if my life was over and I didn't have to deal with all the **** anymore.


I would never do anything to hurt myself. I just wish the pain would go away

 

[MysticKeith50]

no, and....I thin you need to talk to someone. I don't know what problems you are having, but none of them are worth yours or anyone elses life. I am almost 25, and I can tell you that I felt like that from 17-21, but I eventually knocked some sense into myself. cheer up, you do have the greatest automobile in the world...:SNSign:

 

[MysteryMachine]

You mean the piece of **** parked in my back yard that knocks like a mother ****er. I can't even drive it to make me happy

 

[yellow1995Cobra]

lol umm no. But seriously u have some issues if you even make a thread like this. Wanna hug it out?

 

[MysteryMachine]

lol umm no. But seriously u have some issues if you even make a thread like this. Wanna hug it out?

No thanks. Its not that I have issues. I just get really pissed off at times. I went back to sleep after I posted it fel a little better now still pissed off but not as much as I was

 

[BlueOvalStangGT]

Here is a phone number you should call next time you feel this way 18007842433. Seriously man, things can get bad some times. This summer I lost my dog, my dad lost his job, I almost lost my scholarships, I had to have my wisdom teeth removed, and I had real bad neck problems. Even though all these bad things are happinin to you, you are still doing way better then alot of people out there and life is still great. Its not like if you end it you get to start again or use your second life or something. I would rather have friends/family, go do what i want, eat good food, etc then be buried 5 feet underground and have people crying over my grave. IF life WERE to get that horrible for you...like you were $102391 in debt, your family passed away, your friends hated you, you had nothing to your name, and had some disease....I still wouldnt want to die. I would steal a boat, go to some island in the bahamas/carribean where no one lives and just live off the island finding my own food and surfing and doing whatever the **** i wanted to. Thats my back up plan in case **** goes down.

 

[MysteryMachine]

thanks but I'm not calling some "i'm gonna kill myself" hotline.

like I said I woudn't do anything to myself. I learned that lesson. Not sure if you remember me talking about being crazy and in the hospital a couple years back. Well I made some stupid comments to and online friend and she called the cops on me and had me piced up for beng suicidal. They dispatched the amb and everything. Pretty ****ed up when you are a member of a fire company and your amb is being called cause your a crazy ass. Spending the night and most of the day in a crazy ward sucks major ass. Then Paying the bill for all this **** that they didn't even do. I paid a doctors bill and all he did was come in and say

Doc: "how are you feeling"
Me: "fine I want to go home"
Doc: "ok i'll talk to the nurse and get that taken care of for ya"

and he walked out

I guess after thinking it over I just wish the issues would go away. Not my life

 

[Ozz]

I know the feeling, but naturally you don't really mean you want life to end. Just everything bothering you. Sleeping usually handles things for a while, if you can get chilled enough to do so.

 

[MustangGT95]

Before you go and kill yourself think about what it would do to people around you.

My best friend of 17 years killed himself last Sept. It changed me forever...plus I can't even imagine what his family is going threw still. Plus burning in hell isn't my idea of fun.

It sucks that your car is messed up but there are worse things...much worse.

 

[TheDamned]

I know the feeling aswell.

My life sucks, I always work on week-ends, the weater here is the ****tiest ever. I drive a POS car in winter, my stang is burning oil like never before and did i already mention it ? I hate my job... i hope i'll get out of my **** soon, i wish i would restart again...

 

[MustangGT95]

Everybody goes threw some rough times. I hate school and my job but you gotta keep on keepin on.

I make decent money now, I have 2 cars, a 400ex, a crf250f...I'm not doing to bad now

 

[Pokageek]

If it persists more than 2 weeks you may want to try some meds. My cousin has genetically low seretonin levels. All it means is that he is missing a chem that others have. Without it, you are more down or could be on the floor crying over the same stuff most people will feel bad about but get over in a week. So he takes a pill, it replaces the lost chem and he can control it.

 

[Blackened302]

you gotta realize that life is the good and the bad, man.

you think you have problems? go talk to a few people in a hospital or a couple hobos on the street--you'll realize it can ALWAYS be worse.

 

[Guero]

thats a very good point Paul! **** always happens, you gotta learn how to move on and learn from that

 

[zZsKyZz]

I was like this a while back too..ended up going to the hospital as my mom walked in on me swallowing a bunch of pills. I was in the hospital for 2 days, then went through about 2 years of theropy... Life isn't as bad as you think it is... no matter what.

Just remember,
In photo albums, nobody has photos of bad days. But it's those bad days that take us from one great photo to the next.

 

[MysteryMachine]

If it persists more than 2 weeks you may want to try some meds. My cousin has genetically low seretonin levels. All it means is that he is missing a chem that others have. Without it, you are more down or could be on the floor crying over the same stuff most people will feel bad about but get over in a week. So he takes a pill, it replaces the lost chem and he can control it.

When all that **** went down and I was in the hospital I was on pills they made me worse. I'll never go on that **** again

 

[WhiteStallionGT]

Life can always get worse. Just take a deep breath, and look at how lucky you are.

My trip to the Philippines this summer was a life changing experience. A lot of the people over there live in poverty. Just imagine living in a box made out of sheet metal on the side of the road. No running water, 100+ degree temps during the day, hot and muggy and full of mosquitoes during the night. That's life for them, they just do what they can just for a couple grains of rice for dinner so their stomachs don't turn inside out.

I swear man, if I could only help out all the people there. It brought me to tears. We have it REALLY GOOD over here. Don't let these little dramas in life get to you.

 

[Blackened302]

^^^that's the **** i'm talking about, man. i don't mean to sound d!ck, but you think you have problems? put yourself in someone else's shoes and you'll quickly realize things can always be worse, so as funny as it sounds, be happy for how bad things are for you (because compared to the way they are for other people, you're at the tip of the iceberg).

Christian: your experience makes me remember this time i was in Mexico (Monterrey, NL to be exact) with my gf and her family. we were walking in to eat at this restaurant and outside the door, this little girl was standing watching my gf eat an apple. well, when she saw that she was done, she asked her for the core and ate it completely. just makes you think--what we would've just thrown away she ate as if it was not trash at all. felt so bad after that, we bought her and her mom food (who was also sitting at the door, crying) and gave her some money for some groceries.

it's hear-wrenching to think that we will sit down and worry so much about things that really don't matter, or things that don't merit grief, and at the same time, there are people going through things that are waay beyond what we think is bad.

 

[SeventyMach1]

I felt the same way, many times over, until I traveled to other countries. We have it so good here! I could be some poor guy with no clothing walking along the banks of the Rio Bravo looking for food and having nothing at all to look forward to. I still have those times where I sit back and wonder why things are happening to me. But when I reflect on the things I've seen others have to go through ..... it makes me feel much better knowing that IT COULD BE WORSE.



Keven, that's a good back-up plan. I have a similar one.

 

[MysteryMachine]

^^^that's the **** i'm talking about, man. i don't mean to sound d!ck, but you think you have problems? put yourself in someone else's shoes and you'll quickly realize things can always be worse, so as funny as it sounds, be happy for how bad things are for you (because compared to the way they are for other people, you're at the tip of the iceberg).

thats would suck cause I hate the cold. I'm feeling better today i guess that was a spur of the moment stupid post