Sometimes you listen to the music that fits your mood, especially when your down. Way down. Sometimes you find yourself thinking about your life, and what you would have changed. Sometimes you wish you could go back in time and make things right, the way you want it to be. Sometimes you cry, and nobody knows but you. Sometimes you want to give up and just give in. Sometimes you wonder if anyone else feels the same way you do. Sometimes you need a night for yourself, and alcohol. Like tonight. Its raining and thundering like a mother****er right now in El Paso. Perfect for the mood. Sometimes your all alone, and no one throws you a ****ing clue. I wish things were so different... so ****ing different. Sometimes someone has to know how you feel, but all you can do is write about it, and still nobody knows but you. Im lost and dont know where Im going to end up. I wont remember what I was trying to say tommorow, but I wont forget how I felt. Ive messed up big time, and theres nothing I can do. Thats life i guess. It changes so quick you dont even realize it until its too late, like I did. What if?... thats all I can think right now.
The Killers - Smile Like You Mean It
This song has a strange power over me right now, and it doesnt make any sense... like my skrewed in progress life. hahahahahahaha****inhahahahaha Im entitled to laugh at something, right? Its still raining outside.
The Killers - Smile Like You Mean It
This song has a strange power over me right now, and it doesnt make any sense... like my skrewed in progress life. hahahahahahaha****inhahahahaha Im entitled to laugh at something, right? Its still raining outside.